The Nadir Of My Existence 04. 05. 09

— verse on disjunction —
\»…Fare thee well! Thus disunited —

Torn from any nearer tie

Seared in heart — and lone — and blighted —

More…— verse on disjunction —
\»…Fare thee well! Thus disunited —

Torn from any nearer tie

Seared in heart — and lone — and blighted —

More than this I scarce can die.\»
G.G. Byron
How squalid may our life become

When love expires without a reason!

In mourning growing sickly numb

I\’ve no more kindred soul to please on
I strove hard to postpone the day

Of our avoidless cruel avulsion

But where the Old Scratch\’s forces sway,

None can withstand the black propulsion
As quicker we get used to -good-

By the infatuation kindled,

As stronger -death- wants to denude

Of hope to make the passion dwindled
And I\’ve been weak, I don\’t deny

Pierced with the unrestrained emotions…

Today I feel like sitting by
The grave of my inhumed devotions
Yes, all this was, I see right well —

Doom, gloom, the tocsins of division…

But when you know for whom they knell,

It\’s not a motive for derision
Who\’ll help my rueful heart to shun

The woe if e\’en the faith lies bleeding?

And \’neath the nocuous scorching sun

The fiends of horror are just breeding?
When ptomaine in the rotting corse

The anguish permeates my essence

Has my existence run its course

\’Cause of the grief that never lessens?
It is the nadir of my time

I\’ve tried my best but done a blunder

The Wall\’s remained too high to climb

And I stay here to die deep under


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